Dear LJ, life sucks, I'm stupid, everything's boring.
I was thinking maybe making my journal FO, so I can write EVERYTHING I want without being too scared that someone will read it. And it's kind of cool too, all the popular kids do it. But, I better not. I would just dwell and be even more boring than I am now plus I don't have that many secrets anyway, just that I'm depressed and have social phobia all the time. If I ever write about how much I hate my life, it's just for therapeutic reasons. I'm a big crybaby. Also, dunno if I can express myself as I want to in english anyways.
Hmmm. So, I won't be able to buy xmas gifts this year, which makes me so extremely sad. I love buying stuff for my family. I have no more money *buhu*. I will hopefully be able to make it up to them in the future. However it's not so much that I think they deserve presents, it's just that I love to buy stuff, put a lot of thought into it and make people happy.
'nuff said. Tonight I'm watching
True Blood, tomorrow I might travel to Stockholm and live with my parents for a while.
